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Absence

The clock strikes 12:47am. My companions rush hurriedly to the door. I make my way down the stairs, trying not to fall asleep. As I felt the cool air brush against my face, I pull my blanket to me, angrily mumbling. I stare at the asphalt covered in droplets of rain but when I eyes revert to whats ahead of me, I deeply longed to go back in time 20 seconds prior. My heart sunk deep in my stomach as if it was the titanic. I look to my phone and the word 'absence' appeared as my daily common word from the Word Web app. I chuckled at how ironic this vocabulary applied to my very situation in the moment. 




Our car was absent. 




We won't go into detail but we actually found our car hahah after like 20 mins, we are just dumb ! I actually laughed so hard when I saw the word absence though because I truly felt called out by my own phone haha. But it was a wild adventure... I got to spend the night at some sisters apartment on the hardwood floor. Got 3 hours of sleep with a 6 hour meeting ahead of me too. But difficulties aside, I was definitely blessed this week. I got to talk in church && because of that a few of our friends that we are teaching showed up !! I got to share my very own testimony of LOVE. More importantly, God's love <33 Truly, I am blessed !! But honestly, not a whole lot happened. We got to teach a zone council about hope, which turned out to be one of the best ones yet. I love teaching because 9/10 I'm the one learning !! But hope yall have a good week, love yall !! 

sister fin <3



Oh also, my companions and I already know we are sucky story tellers so don't judge the writing skills too harshly 🤣 


so many pics. lots from church with Cody, mary ann, fayth, and David! ( David's the one in the red & we are teaching him !! ) some from zone council. and then a screenshot from zone council planning with the zone leaders ! also, dulce !! 
















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